Oo Canada

so yesterday i did all of my school shopping in one day! and now today i am heading to my friend des' house for the night. 

we are heading to canada tomorrow for a family reunion. fun fun?

idk

but me and des always have fun together so im looking forward to it. 

i start school next thursday so itsmy last friday night of vaca.

im glad im spending it having a fun time!

 party ne one?

hah.

well i will keep you guys updated.

ttyl!

work, work, and more work.

so if you havent noticed, i pretty much just use my blog to complain about crap that no one wants to hear but i need to get out of my system! 

so, for one whole week starting last sunday i work 12 hour days. 9-9. 

the Senior League World Series is in my town every year and the photographer i work for does the pictures at it. so 1. i hate twelve hour days! and 2.my boss is a dink!

o, since this was the WORLD series there are people from all over the world. meaning half of them dont speak english.  now, i have nothing against people from other countrues but one team that was there was Latin America. and to say the least, they werent pleasant to work with. and they all speak like they are pissed off! so, they will be telling me something to do in another language. and then when i dont do what they say they yell at me in a language i dont know! so after 6 days of this i decided that im not working with them anymore. so today i pushed them all off onto the new kid! ahhahhahahha. im evil!

so now, i have 12 days until my first day of school. and 5 of which im going to be in canada. and 4 im working. leaving one day to buy ALL my school stuff! holy shit! impossible! not gonna happen! 

early mornings and late nights

not much new has happened here lately. i know i havent posted much lately but o well..

all i have been doing is having fun and working all day! 

i have to work everyday all day from the 9th through the 16th so i wont be having any late nights that week. then i have to go school shopping and then im going to canada and by the time i get home school will be starting. AHH!

ive been gone for a few weeks so not much to talk about. last weekend i was in machias with kayla. shes moving there so i was helping her out. and the weekend before that i was at my uncle dans house with becca. did i ever tell you that i have the best uncles EVER! dan is the one i have mentioned before, hes like a dad to me. he works in alaska and has been doing four week hitches and only 11 days home so we went up to his house to see him for a weekend. i stayed up for almost 4 nights straight! friday, saturday and sunday night and all day monday til like 4 am.  it took 7 red bulls, 3 monsters, 3 rockstars, 1 amp, 1 lost and a 2 liter of coke. and all of that kept me up for almost 4 days! ahh. best weekend ever! even though it almost only felt like one day cus i didnt have sleep to seperate the days. but it was a blast!

my dad came into town this afternoon so im spending tomorrow with him. as most of you know its summer vacation so i stay up til like 3 am and wake up at noon. ive been sick so i didnt get much sleep last night and was hoping to sleep in tomorrow but my dad just sent me a message that said

"im gonna come get you in the morning so wake up early"

---"just call my phone before you leave and it will wake me up"

then about 2 hours later i realized early to my dad isnt 10 like it is to me. so..

"wait, how early is early?"

---"5 am"

"you have to be kidding dad! there NOTHING to do at 5am!"

so i think i may die! 

nothinnn

uhm. so there isnt much new here. but im gonna fill you in on the past week or so.

so im not sure how to go about explaining this but im giving it a try.

so 4th of july was my boyfriend garretts birthday. he has mentioned many times that he has always wanted a jello slip and slide. and he got one! it kind of backfired though when he saw me and mikey carrying 50 packages of cherry jello inside his house. but thats beside the point.  so we made that slip and slide and watched the fireworks in his backyard. since

 1)everyone had been drinking and none of us were in any shape to drive and..

 2)everyone was covered in jello.

hahhaha!

it was a great evening so the rest of the week has been so much fun. saturday garrett had an official birthday party that i was unable to go to. i had to work that night. around 3 am i got a voicemail and he was apologizing over and over then someone took the phone from him, hung it up, and that was it. i had no idea what was going on. so, the next time i saw him i didnt mention it because i truly just wanted to see if it was something he was gonna have the guts to tell me face to face. he didnt! 

monday morning i woke up to aaron and mikey sitting in my room. which actually kind of freaked me out. hah. so mikey threw my phone at me and said 

"dont look at ur messages. and call garrett"

i had no idea what that meant so i of course asked why. all he said was that theres stuff i should know. and i kind of already knew that since i got that voicemail. so he answered the phone with his sexy voice that i cant resist and the i didnt even say hi back cus at this point i was fed up with the games and wanted to know what was going on

"explain!" was all i said to him. at first he tried to play dumb, he should of known that doesnt fly with me! idiot! so eventually he told me what happened. 

apparently that saturday .night he was drinking, a LOT! and hooked up with some girl he and everyone told me he really had no idea what he was doing, so it wasn't like he did it to intentionally hurt me.  but so what, he did it and thats all that matters. 

so i pretty much argued with him on the phone while he was crying and told him i was done. he cheated thats all there is to it. he doesnt need to explain. drunk or not. he could have stopped. i have seen him drunk and he can handle himself better than that!

so we broke up, and to tell you the truth i knew it was gonna happen. so, yea. 

that has been the happenings of my week. nothing good. but today i got to go with mikey and aaron and adam to the coast. which was awesome. plus they thought it was pretty sweet cus all the guys on the beach were staring at them. 3 gorgeous guys and 1 girl. isnt a sight seen often. ohh, and trust me they liked the attention. especially when the guy on the towel next to us kept staring at me boobs so mikey made sure the guy saw him put lotion on my back! i was cracking up!  you have no idea!

now i am off to a party at my friend jasons house. should be a fun time, as long as i dont run into garrett. and if i do i will be sure to start making out with mikey right in front of him then be seen pulling mikey into a bed room. nothin will happen but its always ticked garrett off that me and mikey were best friends. and of course we have made out so mikey wont mind. hed prob. think hes gettin some. yea right! his lose. 

ill fill you in when i stumble in at 3 am. mikey may even stay over tonight. we always were friends with benefits before garrett came into the picture!

wake up call,

so, the last 4 days i was at camp with a bunch of friends. well it isnt really a camp. its a house we own about 3 hours from our house and its on the ocean. i it was me, garrett, alison, mikey, allysa, jason, cody, nickole, aaron, and adam. so we had a blast but didnt get much sleep. so i had planned on getting to sleep in until about noon today. but, at 9:17 my phone went off. i ignored it until about the third time, and then i got a text so i figured it must be important. it was a text from garrett "christie! get your ass out of bed. were all going to starbucks and aarons gonna be at ur house in like 10 minutes."
nice way to wake up! NOT.
so i jumped in the shower, threw up my hair, and got dressed and ran out the door looking like shit.
and garrett, was an ass and "forgot" to inform me that we were going to the lake for the day. so i had to stop at the mall and get a bathing suit. cus i didnt bring one. which he thought i could have gone without one but i dont think so!

hah.
so i have had an interesting day. and now im still wicked tired. and i have to go to work. AHHH!

lets crash!

so all jonas fans will remember the great flood 08.
when ALL the jonas fans across the world logged onto MTV.com at a planned time and voted, commented, and viewed the when you look me in the eyes video. and so many people were doing it that the MTV site Crashed and the video counters started back tracking.
it was AMAZING!
so, now the video for burnin' up is finally up for voting.

tonight at 7:05 (jonas fans get that time)
jonas fans need to log onto MTV.com and comment, view, and vote the shit out of the video!

#1 tomorrow!

a busy busy day

NOT!

well, a lot of stuff went on this weekend that was a little dramaish so im not going into that so im just gonna talk about lastnight.

so me, garrett, cody, aaron, adam, nickole, alison, and mikey went to the movies. it was rainy and after no one could think of anything to do so we all went home. BORING. so then around like 10 mikey comments me and was like

"im on the phone with aaron and were reallyyyy bored. and were guessing you are too?"

i didnt feel like responding cus i was too lazy so i went to take a shower. i got out around 11. and had heard my mom yelling to me while i was in there but didnt know what she said.
so i opened my bathroom door in just a towel to see aaron at my laptop and mikey laying on my bed. i was a little shocked! mikey threw my shorts and a tanktop at me and said

"get dressed, were going to dairy queen!"

so i got dressed and went down stairs and went and got in mikeys car not even thinking of telling my mother i was leaving. OOPS. and we get to dairy Queen and it was already closed, then my phone rings and it was my mom yelling at me. HAH.
so i came home like an hour later and went to bed and my mom was already asleep, and when i woke up she was gone. so i dont know if im in trouble or not. O well.!

post 2. my death list.! hah.

Ok, this is not a death list, its a list of things i would like to do before my death. and this wasnt actually written today but i found it on a sheet of paper in my room and thought i should type it up! =]

have fun
make a memory
go to a concert
have a best friend
tell someone i hate, that i hate them
go streaking
win a game of poker
fly in a helicopter
visit new york
meet a celebrity
get an autograph
have a life changing experience
fall in love
go to a college party
get smashedddddd
complete this list!
if my parents knew what i was doing they would be horrified!
sneak out
break a bone
tell my deepest secret
visit a foreign country
learn to drive stick
Jump in a lake with all my clothes on
live with people other then my parents
pull an all nighter
steal something..fyi. it was street sign
flash people
visit the eifel tower
go to italy and eat spaghetti!
win something awesome
buy something that costs an outrageous amount
run from the bapst basement to the third floor and back
Graduate from bapst
go to college
tell him what i have always wanted to say
Follow a band across the country
have a heart to heart with someone i care about
watch a fist fight
laugh at drunk people
walk across a train bridge
learn to play guitar
have a hangover
do something professionally
get married
go to Vegas and gamble
Walk the streets at midnight
play 21 at midnight on my 21st birthday, and buy 21 things if i win
drink a pink martini as my first legal drink
just drive with no destination
watch ANTM reruns all day
watch a full season of family guy and southpark
do something really stupid
never smoke a cigarette
jump onstage at a concert
crowd surf
give lots of money to homeless people
build a birdhouse(all by myself)
send 1000 text messages in one day
make a fool of myself on live tv
laugh so hard it makes me cry
Laugh for NO reason
Help someone who needs it
change someones life


p.s.
when im 90 years old and don't even remember writing this i want someone i love to make sure i finish these things before i die. even if i wont enjoy doing most of them because im 90 years old.

and if im sick in the hospital at any age and the doc says im gonna die, make sure the list is finished first!, and if it's not i want someone to do these things in my memory!

♥,
Christie
10/28/06

post 1. he is an ass!

someday i am just gonna snap!

wait, its going to happen.
im just waiting for that day when he calls at the wrong time and says the wrong thing and i blow! shit will hit the fan!
and he will be glad he is no where near me!
and for once in my life i will be so glad to be pissed off!
he just doesnt seem to get it!
that i have lost all the respect i used to have for him, its all gone.
gone just like i wished him and his crap would be!
i cant even think straight when i think about this shit!
i have like a hundred things racing through my head and i cant get it to go away!
things start to feel like normal again. and then he does it again! starts up with the lies and the bullshit. i have never thought about someone would get hit by a bus more than i do right now! i would never wish bad things, but i dont wish you well!

and if u wanna talk about respect!
what have u EVER done to earn my respect. i cant think of one thing! 15 years of this shit is all built up and its not just gonna go away if i dont talk to u for a month. if u want my respect then dont treat me like i am 2 years old. i'm not a retard! i can use my brain so if ur gonna lie to me and least be good at it!

Dont call me, dont text me, dont message me, and dont u dare even think about coming near me! i will snap! and all the bullshit thatyou have accumulated will just go up in ur stupid, ignorant face!



you r a dumbass and the spawn of satan!



and p.s.
NO ONE jump to conclusions about who this is about! i'm not saying who it is so it could be anyone! and im not telling so dont ask! well there are about 5 people on my friends list who i would tell, so they can ask! =]

and im not taking this down until i decide i want to, so dont tell me i have to or yell at me about it cus its not happenin!

This made my day!

ok. so this really did make my day!

so i dont do that much wiht my dad so when we get to do something fun its rare. and he bought me and my brother tickets to a concert and is getting us backstage cus he has "connections". i talked about this in another blog so go read it.
ne way the concert is on the JULY! 23rd and on june 20th i got woken up by my phone going off. which usually just pisses me off cus its not my idea of how to wake up. and then i saw it was a text from my dad, which usually pisses me off even more! so i open my phone and it says
from dad:
3 more days til the concert!!!!! woo hoooooo

and i sent him one back and said
"dad, the concert isn't until july!"


so like all last week he was like all excited and stuff about it and its not til next month!


so waking up that way just made my day cus it just confirmed my thoughts that my dad is an idiot! who spend like $300 on tickets to something and doesnt even make sure they know the date! i should have let him show up at the concert and have no one be there, then laugh at him!

DUMB ASS!

ahh....

so its official.
im sick of summer vacation already!
i already went and did all the fun stuff!
so whats the point!
It's 12:30 at night and i have resorted to blogging! well that and texting!
i just downloaded a new ringtone today so it's amusing to listen to!
O, and my madre got her new cahhh. its shweettt.
it;s a black mustange convertible, i luv it!
except today we were over by like the mall and it started raining and we didnt know how to put the top up so we had to pull in under the overhang thing at the bank drive-through. and ppl were laughing at us! hah. but we know how to do it now!
so, i have been having a pretty crazyyyy summer so far.
at this very moment i havent had sleep in 67 hours!
ahh. ,
so, my uncles work in alaska on the oil pipeline, and where they r they like cant drink and stuff and they work in either 3 or 10 week hitches. o, by the way a hitch is what they call the periods they work for, so they will work for a hitch and fly home. so if they work 3 weeks they get to stay home for 3 weeks. so anyway, NO alchol, so everytime they come home we have parties and stuff, and like we get no sleep. by the way. these arent like uncles that are like 50 there both younger. ahah. so they party

and they go back tuesday which is in like 2 days and they wont be home cus they r doing like an extra long hitch so they r smasheddddd!

and now i have taken up 10 minutes typing about absolutely nothing u want to hear! hah..,

Camp rock....

the premiere of camp rock is tomorrow at 8! on disney channel. watch it! we want the ratings and viewer numbers to be through the roof!
and, the premiere of The Jonas Brothers' new single burning up premiered tongiht and the video premieres tomorrow! the song is amazing! its going to be at the top of the charts by tomorrow morning! Plus, Big Rob gives us a glimpse at his rapping skills in the song! and we all love big rob so that makes us twice as excited!

so watch Camp Rock tomorrow night at 8/7central on Disney Channel!

graduation....

exactly one year ago today was the day of my graduation. the day i left all of my best friends for the next part of life. well, exactly one year ago today i got dismissed from school at 1 and went with my really good close friend kaylee and got our hair done, and got ready together. and now today my friend kayla who i have been best friends with since we were born graduated from the very same place.
the years when i was at that school were a little different for us, we had the same 3 teachers every year and the same kids in our classes. so as a class we grew VERY close. so graduating and leaving was 100 times as hard. water works galore! hah. we went on 3! class trips, mostly because our teachers for all those years was the one who headed the class trips and was in love with us.
Now today at 8 am i woke up and spent the day with the same girl i spent this exact day with last year, Kaylee. i havent seen her since this day one year ago. so there was a lot to catch up on. and then at 1 i met kayla, i went with her to get her hair done, do her makeup and get ready. i can say i was really emotional today considering how much things have changed and just all the things that came back to me. and tonight at 7.
Just like one year ago, i walked back into the same school, into the same gym that i hadnt been in once since that night. i remember that night so well. it started out exciting and then about half way throught the ceremony when our teachers started speaking and me and my friend amanda did the class speech that we got forced into by the way, we all started tearing up and by the time the slideshow of pics from the past years started playing there wasnt a student with a dry eye in the auditorium.
so tonight i walked into that building and saw my 3 teachers standing in the same spots they stood in last year on my grad night, except this time it was kaylas turn.
i thought i was all good until the very end when they called kaylas name, if you knew kayla this wouldnt seem crazy at all, but they called her name, she stood at the edge of the stage getting ready to walk down the stairs, stuck her tongue out at me and then proceded to flip off the crowd as she walked away! it was a classic kayla moment to say the least. the entire student body was extemely happy since she did what they all wished they had the courage to do, and i know i didnt have the courage to do it! hah. and so far there were no tears until the music started playing for them to all walk out. the same song that played my year. and i could feel the emotions all coming back to me.
the year i graduated the second i got through the doors in to the hallway kayla came running up to me and gave me the first hug i got as a graduate, she cried as when it was my turn. and today when she walked out and i ran up, we both started balling.
lets just say this weekend when we get together we wont exactly be the ones sitting at home instead of partying.
i mean, hey, it is our last summer together right? why not make it last!

p.s.
Kayla, i know u are gonna read this so, i hope we have a great summer together,
and dont forget about me. we will always be friends and you know it!
i'm already crying as i type this, so i need to stop.
cant wait to pull a few all nighters with ya this summa!

I'm FUCKED!

OK. so concerts are my life! it doesnt matter if i like a band or to me a concert is a concert and im going! hah.
so im going to like a ton this summer
on july 15th it SUPPOSED to be 3 doors down, hinder, and staind. = concert #1
and july 23rd is Warped tour.= concert #2
these two concerts are about 3 hours away from each other by car just so u will understand

so today i got this beautiful white envelope in the mail from ticketmaster. it pretty much said that the concert we bought tickets for on July 15th had been changed to july 23rd.

well, while reading this all i could get out of it was

Dear Christie,
On July 23rd you are royally fucked since you have tickets to two concerts in different venues! you are fucked! fuckity fuck fuck fucked!


hah.

So as i have said before my dad lives a while away from me. the plan was to go to concert 1, stay at my dads and then spend the rest of the week on vacation with my mom, brother, and desirae, in mass. and then go to concert 2.

lets explain a little, i was going to concert 1 with desirae and my brother and my dad was gonna meet up with a friend who i will mention later. i was also going to concert 2 with desirae but that one her parents were dropping us off at so if i dont go she cant go either. cus her parents wont let her by herself.

last night i believe i had like the best phone convo with my father EVER! it went a little something like this.

hey chris. i just talked to my friend dave whos head of security at the civic center (where concert 1 is at) and hes gonna get u guys back stage!
my response: No Fuckin WAY! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so i went to bed in an extremely happy mood.

and since my dad pulled strings to get us back stage there is no way i can back out of going to that concert either cus then when a band i REALLY want to meet comes his friend will be like no, i helped last time and they backed out. so
to make a short story long
im fucked!

give me some slack!

okay so i got a couple RUDE messages about not posting even though i was online! well sorry! i didnt realize that was a crime. and first i want online my computer has been on all weekend and i wasnt even home! i have been 3 hours away camping. it is 10:45 on sunday night and i havent slept since friday night! we were having so much fun that we ended up going past the point of tiredness. i went to bed at 6 am this morning had maybe 30 minutes of sleep and woke backup! so ill give the dets tomorrow!

unproductive.

so this is officaially the lamest friday night in my life!
im not kidding!
9:30-i got out of a final
9:45-i went to tim hortons.
10:15-arrived at home
10:16-put my stuff in the living room
10:17-went straight to my room.
10:18-signed onto myspace.
10:19-somehow passed about 3 hours of time in which i dont recall anything that happened.
2:30-somehow ended up on my bed, and fell asleep
2:31-somehow passed another 2 hours
2:32-fell asleep again.
5:30-striaghtened hair
6:00-went to the movies with garrett
7:30-went to the grocery store to buy new lipgloss cus i lost mine in my car somewhere
8:15-arrived at home and read a magazine
9:00-did absolutely nothing that took up 2 hr and 25 min.
10:26-blogging
and im not even seeing my father on fathers day weekend!
best weekend ever!
10:30 til forever- wide awake since im probibly never going to be able to fall asleep since i slept so much today!
NOT!

panic at the disco,

so a few weeks ago desirae and i went to see panic at the disco in concert at a place near where we live. and like NO ONE comes to maine so we would go c anyone! hah. so im not that big of a fan but des had never been to a concert and her parents said she could go so i went with her. so we like pushed are way to the front row, which was not easy. we had multiple bruises. so a little while later were rockin out in the front row slammed against the gate and we were like right infront of ryan and he looked straight at us! we almost died, so then we smiled at him and he smiled and waved to us! Des was like screaming and i just stood there cus i was stunned but it was one of the best concerts i have ever been to and i have been to many! they were great live even if u dont like their stuff! so if u ever get the chance to go, DO IT! by the way im posting this now cus i just now got the pics uploaded cus im lazy, no, hah. i had finals all week so i have been busy and didnt really feel like doing it!
so thats how close we were! ^^^^thats with no ZOOM!^^^^ extreme man, we would have gotten closer but there was security and these bug metal gate things so we couldnt. ha!

and we go back home!

so, now im on my way back home, BORINGGG! except i have des with me which makes it better. so at the moment i am sitting at a rest stop waiting for my dad. he leaves near where we are and i made the stupid mistake when we were on the phone of saying "oo were like 20 minutes away from kennebunk!" so in return he says "oo..ill meet u guys!" well it wasnt exactly like that but u catch my drift. so now im pretty much screwed. there is a certin mood u have to be in to talk to my dad or even see him, and i cant tell u the mood im in right now isnt it! so yea this officially sucks ass!
O
and to top it all of i totally bombed my english final! ahh! i mean how the hell does he expect me to remember deifinitions and examples of 50 literary terms plus what 50 gods and goddesses are known for! YEA RIGHT! and we had to write 2 essays in an hour and a half and remember notes we took on prehistory presentations we did like 3 months ago! he needs to relaize im not ancient like him and have a life other then doing english studying! Gahhhd!
.........
yup so my day sucked..hows urs been?

is in pain...

dont ask me how i managed to pull this off but, i did it. so as i said in a former post that tonight is the premiere of camp rock in NYC which i am in the processing of getting ready to leave our hotel room for. ne whoo..
i finally got my hair perrrrfect! it was amazing. notice i say WAS! there was not one piece out of place. i mean it had to be amazing incase i spotted those ever so gorgeous JoBros.
so i decided since i had a little time and didnt need to get dressed yet i would sit on the balcony and soak up some rays. well all my "great" plans never go well. so i am sitting on the balcony, and
BAM!
a big gust of wind comes along and it pretty much ruined my perfect hair day, so instead of letting it get to me i decided lets just straighten these pieces back out so they can go back the way they were. as i wa straightening a bug flew in. and im like scary afraid of bugs! doesnt matter if its a misquito or a house fly they freak me out! so i jumped and left a very pretty looking burn stripe down my forehead from my straightener.
so as we blog i am sitting at the table in the hotel room icing my face!
GRRRR>!

the longest ride of my life!

according to TomTom we now have 4 hours and 39 mintues remaining on our journey! i have to pee more then i ever thought possible and the next rest stop isnt for like another 30 minutes. so i am passing time by writing to you. for those of you who havent ever met me, i dont exactly have the best relationship with my father. and a lot of times i use my blog to vent about how much i cant stand him most of the time. he has done a lot in the past to hurt me and my brother and a few years ago i finally told him how i felt. lets just say that didnt go so well. to get to the point i just hung up the phone with my "father". it wasnt exactly the most pleasant convo i have had with him. as most of u may realize this weekend is fathers day. now he expects me to come visit him after all the things he has done. i am considering going, because i have a concience. but the more i think about it, fathers day is to celebrate all the things a father has done and been there for. Teaching you how to ride a bike, going to father daughter dances, coming to school functions, field trips, etc. , the person who is there on christmas morning to watch u open presents. My father has done none of the above. no i take that back, he was there for like my first 5 christmas' and im sure if my mom wouldnt have made him some he wouldnt have. yes he is my father by blood but other then that all he has done is break my heart. i would never go as far as saying i hate my father because hate is a strong word. but, ne way, i just had to pretty much tell my dad that i wasnt coming to visit him. he still doesnt realize how much he has hurt me. but, this year i will be celebrating fathers day with the one man who i can honestly say has been there for everything, birthdays, holidays, teaching me to drive, he is more of a father then the one that i have and i dont tell him this often but i thank him so much for everything he has done. so most likely christmas wil be spent with my uncle, Dan, the one who most of my friends always thought was my father but they never asked. the one who was there every birthday party with a gift, who was at all the family gatherings, who lived with me for most of my childhood, and the one who sat on the side at all my softball games and my cheering competitions. he is the one who when i get married i hope will be there to walk me down the aisle and for that special someone to go to for permission to ask me to marry him. thats what a father is and although dan really isnt mine, he is the closest thing i have ever had. and now i am getting out of the car to piss on the side of the road. thanks for reading and check back in later.!